Nothing is Getting Done Around Here!

So you have probably been wondering where the pictures are of all my finished projects...or maybe you're not wondering, 'cause you don't really care :-). Ha! Either way, no pictures because I still haven't finished them yet (the projects that is). It's a bit ridiculous really, I only have to sew around the edge of one of Girl's dresses and add some buttons (all of 15-20 minutes of work), the other dress (with the pretty blue and pink fabric that I posted on forever ago, you know the one) I haven't started yet...even though I could probably get it finished in a couple of hours (and was planning on finishing it back in June. Yup, months ago). Then, there are all those folders of image files on my computer of all the fun things we have done, trips we have taken, cutest things the kids are doing. Hmmm. Haven't posted on those yet, practically YEARS behind on that one (so, ok, slight exaggeration). Add to that, projects that need to be completed in a couple of weeks that I don't even have supplies for yet (though that would be a short trip out in 100 degree weather....slap some sunscreen on, no problem!). Yeah, don't feel up for it...too hot to go out. Never mind that I haven't meal planned in well, oh man, it's been months too. Reason? I just don't feel like it! Just been layin' on the couch on my lazy back (Ha! You thought I was gonna say "butt" Ok, so yeah, I'm like 6 again...'"he he he you said "butt"'). I keep telling myself, "Ok Aim, Today's the day! You're gonna get up and get STUFF DONE! ISN'T THAT FUN?!" The ol' sike yourself up thing tryin' to work. Hasn't worked though. Hey, there's always tomorrow right? Ever been there?

So, maybe LAZY isn't the right word (well, that's probably there too!). Sick and Tired are probably more like it. :-) Past 2 months have been spent laying on the couch, trying to feel "normal"...whatever THAT is. Actually haven't felt too bad until I took some prenatal vitamins a couple days ago, almost threw up twice. That's the last time I'm takin' those suckers -I'll stick to good 'ol Flinstones thanks. Pop a couple of those babies in and call it a day. That is not even a problem. I'm 13 weeks along, just had my first appt. on Monday (took FOREVER to get in) and we heard the heartbeat (BIG relief for me, I kept thinking something was wrong...I mean who knows, still could be, but I feel better...unless I keep thinkin' about it, then I start thinking we're going to find out something bad at the ultrasound) and we get to find out what we are having in 6 or so weeks!! Yahoo! Oh yeah, my dr. said that they have a 3D ultrasound machine at the office now, so they are doing those standard (instead of just for high-risk). Kinda excited about that one. Well, that's our news! We've been waiting to tell everyone until after the appt. so now you know!

It's probably apparent, but the biggest thing I need right now is prayer that I won't be fearful. It's funny, (well, not funny, but you know) with the other pregnancies, it was always easy for me to not be afraid of what might happen, or what could be wrong. I knew that whatever God had for us was His BEST. Even when I got pregnant with Gwyneth (after the miscarriage) I wasn't afraid. This time it's really hard. I feel like I know that God is good either way (and believe it), but I'm just afraid that something is going to be wrong. Not a fun place to be, so anyway, your prayers would be appreciated! Funny thing, asking for prayer over the internet! :-)

Hugs and Love to you all!